eventually

He said eventually, that me and him will get together eventually, he couldn't understand why things cant stay the way they are, why i need to the commitment, why i insist me and him be in a relationship, and my response is only why not, whats so hard about being with me. I don't know how to handle this eventually crap, i love him and all but i need more, i want more, i deserve more and in my opinion he should want to give me more. I don't know what I'm going to do because this guy is the LOVE of my life and sometimes i think hes worth the wait but then sometimes I'm like fuck it! So like i said he claims we will be together eventually but when the hell is that because eventually might just be to long of a wait for me!

MY FATHER

He is the king of jKings and the lord of lords, How awsome is it to have a father who is incontrol of it all, like whatever i need i can just ask him, like really ask and he delivers but IT get this my father knows me so well that he is able to filter whats really for me and not, and my father takes it one step futher and not only shower me with my needs but also some wants, my daddy he spoils me, his main purpose is to make me smile and for that my love for him is so great. My father loves me inspite of me, even though i dont deserve anything he, my daddy, blesses me with it, and has told me that there is more to come, that my days will be greater. I am a living proof that it gets better and better, everyday i live God is always blessing me, surprising me, taking care of me, loving me!

THE RING

thE Ring, what else is there to say... this is wht i expect on my finger whn the love of my life says thoes words

THE END....

So BUrke left ChRISTina!!! i was sooo hurt, i cant believe they didn't make it. like my heart was really hurt. they were my hope that two people who on the outside looking in wouldn't work to others but they worked, him and her they WORKED. they were my couple that showED that love was enough when nothing else was. that their love for each other was enough to overshawdow their issues. but they didn't make it, at the end Christina's lack of emotion was too much for Burke to handle, at the end love really wasn't enough! bUT WHY NOT!! why cant love be enough, how cant your love each other be enough to make it in the end, why cant two people just love each other to death, to the end with no true issues because the love, just the love was powerful enough