FATHERS BE GOOD TO YOUR DAUGTEHRS

blah blah blah

i just cant take anything that comes frm ur mouth serious

SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL

Wht i do best, maybe too good at times. I get lost in my studies or do i hide in my studies? either way it works. I dont feel pain whn im doing accounting. I dnt miss him whn im writting a tax memo. I knw it sounds dorky but its true. People are always telling me how smart and focus i am but its just a cop out, its my gallon of ice cream, my stack of sad cd's my fix....it keeps me frm going insane....if i occupy my brain and i wont think i cant think of the pain that creeps through wheneva i attempt a study break, so i study till im just about to fall asleep. Unfortunaly my dreams dnt like accounting because thats were we meet, him and i but its no fairy tale type of dream...its a OUCH my heart is aching type of dream, a i cant stop shaking type of dream. Then i wake up and my fix is nxt to me and it doesnt hurt as much anymore....

Bak2Bakis

So ive decided to go NATURAL!!!! i knw i knw but i really wanna do, im so tired of my hair and its so in for a needed change so i will be going back to bacis and i dnt really care what anyone think, this is my new begining and im loving it!!! i will me able to see me for me and not the hair on my head. this is a big thing for me because my hair has played a huge part in my life. It has been the source of my insercurties and thye cause of vanity. I have always placed too much thought on my hair and allowed to ruin my whole day, well i will no longer be a slave to my hair. I have decided to hear the way God blessed me with, he made me different for a reason so i will embrace it. I knw hair is just hair but for me it my life, my hair deteremined how my day would go, what i would where and who i chose to see. Well screw that no more. Now dont get it twisted im not about to walk around with my hair all over my head like a wild person, but will no longer stress about perms and new styles, i plan to just wear it in it's natural form and keep it healthly, im so excited about this decsion an d ask God to help me get through it because i knw it wont be easy, but hey who wants things easy anyhow

The cat's out the BAG

The cat's out the bag

OMGEE,

Ive waitied for this day my whole life and it came and now im scared when i got the call i knew wht it was about my heart dropped and my mind begin to wonder bloggees i wish i could share this DARK Secret with you but it contains too much of me, spilling this secret would be like walking around naked, you would literally see ALL of me

But like i said THE CAT'S OUT THE BAG and ive never been this confused and nervous in my entire like. I gave it to God, so i worry less.....

Hopefully tomorrow i will worry lesser {lol}

My thoughts on your screen

What is it with us black ladys,

everyday i look at a female that is setting us back,

past the women suffrage days, pass women rights, pass slavery,

hell it seems like we back at square one getting tricked into eating the apple.

When will we wake up, grow up and give up the useless baggage we carry around, when will stop allowing our self to grow num to emotions or stop hiding our morals

we need to increase our values because if we dnt you know damn well no nigga will

I am tired of making excuses for us, yes we do have two strikes against us: black & women, in a NAACP meeting one girl said as black women we are at the bottom of the barrel, well of course we are, we too busy tryna help some nigga make it we forget how to make it ourselves

We as black woman have a habit to get lost in our man and grow scorn and angry when

he does a complete 180 and leaves us fat and mad

so wake up my black sister and if the person laying nxt to you doesn't know your worth or is not bringing anything to the table

kick him out because im pretty sure its your house...lol

GUESS WHT...

I GRADUATED

I GRADUATED

I FREAKIN GRADUATED

OH HOW I LOVE DR. NEWMAN...LOL

OKAY THIS MIGHT SEEM KINDA WEIRD BUT THIS POST GOES OUT TO MY ACCOUNTING PROFESSOR DR. NEWMAN, HE IS SUCHA GOOD PERSON, I CAN TRULY SAY HE SEES NO COLOR, THIS GUY HAS HELPED THE LIKE CRAZY THROUGH COLLEGE, BECAUSE OF HIM I HAVE HAD SCHOLARSHIPS, AN INTERNSHIP, GOOD GRADS, NETWORKING OPPORTUNITIES YOU NAME IT, HE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME, AND HE IS SO UNDERSTANDING WHEN IT COMES TO HE STUDENTS, THAT IT AMAZES ME, I ONCE HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH HIM AND WAS 30MIN LATE AND GET THIS HE WAS STILL THERE AND GAVE ME NO LIP, LOL THAT'S WHY DR. NEWMAN WILL ALWAYS BE COOL IN MY BOOK

THE EX FACTOR

It could all be so simpleBut you'd rather make it hard

Loving you is like a battleAnd we both end up with scars

Tell me, who I have to be

To get some reciprocity

See, no one loves you more than meAnd no one ever will

Is this just a silly game

That forces you to act this way

Forces you to scream my name

Then pretend that you can't stay

Tell me, who I have to be

To get some reciprocity

See, no one loves you more than me

And no one ever will

Hook:No matter how I think we grow

You always seem to let me know

It ain't workin'It ain't workin'

And when I try to walk away

You'd hurt yourself to make me stay

This is crazyThis is crazyI keep letting you back in

How can I explain myself

As painful as this thing has been

I just can't be with no one else

See I know what we got to do

You let go and I'll let go too'Cause no one's hurt me more than you

And no one ever will

Repeat HookCare for me, care for me

You said you care for me

There for me, there for meSaid you'd be there for me

Cry for me, cry for meYou said you'd die for me

Give to me, give to meWhy won't you live for me(Repeat)

WELCOME BACK

Hey to no one in particular because this is only my 2nd post in year two of having this blog but since i found out this site isnt blocked at my job i will be blogging everyday!

yayy

So today is a cool day, i tried to start a video log but hated the way i sounded, i was talking about letting go and letting God and how we as child of God are the first to settle, its like we are scared to actually tact in on what God has in store for us.

For i vow to stop worrying about things i cant control, i plan to write them down and give them to my father and i advise you to do the same!