my complication

you are so complicated, why is that, why do you have to make our "relationship" so complicated. i mean whats so had to enjoy each other, you make me question if i can do this forever, i mean your sucha asshole sometimes it makes me question if this is all worth it, like whats the point when i am confident that i could find someone who is willing to treat me better, but the crazy thing is that i dont want better i just want you, why cant you get that through your thick skull, ugh you drive me crazy sometimes, like UGH. i be so close to be over this but then im sucked right him. why cant you just stop being so fucking complicated and just allow yourself to love me fully, let yourself enjoy being with me, because honestly if you dnt i dnt know how long i can stick around.

MY FIX

when im with you i feel good, like i dont have a care in the world, your presence consumes me and im get high off being nxt to, by you hell even just being in the same room as you. This feeling, ive never felt before this high i never wanna come down from. i dont think you understand what your presence does to me, electricity i feel whn you slightly touch me, how my heart melts whn you kiss me. I never knew a person could make me feel this free this high this so much in love, i want this feeling forever, i never wanna get used to you or over you, i want stay madly in love with, i wanna stay addicted to your scent your touch your kiss YOU. i dnt want a remedy i dnt care if its not healthy for me i dnt care if the feeling is only for a moment, i need it and want it, gotta have it, you my love is fix that i cant live without