my complication

you are so complicated, why is that, why do you have to make our "relationship" so complicated. i mean whats so had to enjoy each other, you make me question if i can do this forever, i mean your sucha asshole sometimes it makes me question if this is all worth it, like whats the point when i am confident that i could find someone who is willing to treat me better, but the crazy thing is that i dont want better i just want you, why cant you get that through your thick skull, ugh you drive me crazy sometimes, like UGH. i be so close to be over this but then im sucked right him. why cant you just stop being so fucking complicated and just allow yourself to love me fully, let yourself enjoy being with me, because honestly if you dnt i dnt know how long i can stick around.