Saturday, June 25, 2011

MY FATHER



He is the king of jKings and the lord of lords, How awsome is it to have a father who is incontrol of it all, like whatever i need i can just ask him, like really ask and he delivers but IT get this my father knows me so well that he is able to filter whats really for me and not, and my father takes it one step futher and not only shower me with my needs but also some wants, my daddy he spoils me, his main purpose is to make me smile and for that my love for him is so great. My father loves me inspite of me, even though i dont deserve anything he, my daddy, blesses me with it, and has told me that there is more to come, that my days will be greater. I am a living proof that it gets better and better, everyday i live God is always blessing me, surprising me, taking care of me, loving me!

Friday, June 24, 2011

THE RING



thE Ring, what else is there to say... this is wht i expect on my finger whn the love of my life says thoes words

Thursday, June 23, 2011

THE END....




So BUrke left ChRISTina!!! i was sooo hurt, i cant believe they didn't make it. like my heart was really hurt. they were my hope that two people who on the outside looking in wouldn't work to others but they worked, him and her they WORKED. they were my couple that showED that love was enough when nothing else was. that their love for each other was enough to overshawdow their issues. but they didn't make it, at the end Christina's lack of emotion was too much for Burke to handle, at the end love really wasn't enough! bUT WHY NOT!! why cant love be enough, how cant your love each other be enough to make it in the end, why cant two people just love each other to death, to the end with no true issues because the love, just the love was powerful enough

Saturday, November 20, 2010

FATHERS BE GOOD TO YOUR DAUGTEHRS


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i just cant take anything that comes frm ur mouth serious
SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL

Wht i do best, maybe too good at times. I get lost in my studies or do i hide in my studies? either way it works. I dont feel pain whn im doing accounting. I dnt miss him whn im writting a tax memo. I knw it sounds dorky but its true. People are always telling me how smart and focus i am but its just a cop out, its my gallon of ice cream, my stack of sad cd's my fix....it keeps me frm going insane....if i occupy my brain and i wont think i cant think of the pain that creeps through wheneva i attempt a study break, so i study till im just about to fall asleep. Unfortunaly my dreams dnt like accounting because thats were we meet, him and i but its no fairy tale type of dream...its a OUCH my heart is aching type of dream, a i cant stop shaking type of dream. Then i wake up and my fix is nxt to me and it doesnt hurt as much anymore....